BikeRendezvous

2006-10-17T21:30:00.000+08:00

something is bothering me.but i cant seem to figure out what isit.i want to study.i want to do well in my As.but i seem to be feeling depressed all the time. i feel stupid-iers day by day. nothing is going into my brain. i sleep too much. or i cant even sleep. life is wasted on living. byebye and good luck everybody.

2006-10-14T20:38:00.000+08:00

For wang hao. love is blind. dont regret what u nvr did but ought to do.
For liye. study hard and dont laxing alr.
for samuel. for all you know. she might be playing a fool.
for jierong. jiayou for ur happiness

2006-10-12T23:55:00.000+08:00

Melancholy.
For the truth, i cheer!

2006-06-07T23:15:00.000+08:00

2006-04-30T12:31:00.000+08:00

one season just ended.hc pingpong got 2nd.the next season just started.hope i can do well in it and thats for myself.got ta train harder.too weak already!!!
must sprint faster and last longer man! if not gg...there goes my medal!
anyway..eight below is nice ! maya and max so cute!!! i swear i am going to get siberian husky next time!!
" You have chance for the things you care"
i do believe in it...

2006-01-17T22:53:00.000+08:00

hmm to prev post! its not one sided.its because i type den it seem so.ya..very sorry you u all think that way! and btw! its all in chinese! not ang mo!!

2006-01-17T21:53:00.000+08:00

blogs dead.shall attempt to revive it.
first thing first.start of jc2 life.not very good.homework piling up.brain empty.
two junior classes. 63 n 6b. both are fun classses..both today i realise they are so muggerish! omg!! please do not break the tradition.WHEN is JTS! if any junior happen to read my dead blog..i am dreading j2 life...

now
i am in a dilemma.stuck at the bottom of abyss just like lappy.he actually advices me tonight. just ! its regarding a decision that i got to make that will affect him,hc ping pong and most importantly myself.

(in ping pong hall)
L : what day training you want? mon wed or fri?
F: hmm..mon lah? you steady anot?i about 4pm dismiss..
L: cannot lah..i got phy s till 5pm? then after that go trg kum lan?
F: Wah lao! but i dun feel like wed or friday leh? i got cycling training..sigh..
L: faster decide leh? just dun go cycle lah!!!
F: sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
L : FASTER LAH!! KNN!!
F: i think first den i confirm with u tonight! ok?
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(Walking to 7 eleven...)
L :ehh..faster leh..so u want wed or friday? mon i confirm cannot! seriously no point going there play ball awhile on monday!
F : i duno leh..i cant decide leh..i decide then i tell you.meanwhile i ask the guy first...
L :just dun cycle lah! just dun cycle!
F :serious.. i tonight go home then tell you..serious lor..i think we double damn lan lah.no mentailty lor. win first two sets then after that slack den we lose. damn fuck lor. we must train mental lor..
L : aiya! not mental lah..is like that one..some times win some times lose..its ok de.. you think u can win everytime meh?
F: wonder....did we win any match after so long??hmm...
L :aiya! can one lah can one lah..eh decide leh..wed or friday?
F: dunoo leh..
L :aiya just go on friday lah..pon ur bike lah.. if i go with u on wed or something i need to go extra leh. damn shiong..serious lah..dun bike lah..bike got what use? you see..u mon run tues trg wed bike thurs trg friday trg sat ride sun ride + dragon boat. u think u king can cope meh? this year a level year leh..cannot play paly lor.
F: can one lah..confirm can one! discipline!!
L: you think u wont get tired both physically and mentally meh? you see today GPS..the teacher knnb de..bombard us with so many fucking homework..u dun feel the presssure meh? and u think leh..now is only the starting leh..when halfway all the subjects pile up you think u can cope meh?you seriously can cope meh?
F : can one lah..u think i wont study one meh?aiya..realaxing leh.. after june the full engine lah..can one lor!
L :just dun cylce lah..it will affect u one lor. you think u wont get tired meh?you see now i starting to get serious in ping pong liao and i tried to train very hard today.den noe u suddenly like dat.will affect me and the whole team lor.even you say it wont affect.but indirectly will one.we must train train train and fight to get to finals nget gold. now u even cannot attend formal trg sessions how can? we need to improve on our basics after slacking so long lor.you know we not even confirm in first 7 lor.we must fight for it you know? if we dun train our doubles well. you think we can play? you want to be like last year meh? if u drop urself. you are in directly dropping me too. i dun wan lor. i got an aim to acheive you know!
F : sighh....drop den drop lah..i also no passion and sian liao..what to do? i do not want to waste another year not doing cylcing.i already wasted last yr.if i waste this year again..i am going to waste 4 yrs in totalwhich includes 2 years ns leh..cannot lor..i dun care lah.. i want to ride lah..riding is my passion n hobby!
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(outside shell station)
L : seriously lah. just dun cycle lah.its no point lor.u cannot concenrate on 3 things lor..u wont have the time n engery lah..u will reach a point when eveything just come at one go and u get so stress and duno what to do.and u will peng kui! by the time when u want to recover also too late lor.
F: aiya..just let me try first..den i decide again..if really cannot den i drop lor..ya..
( suddenly jing min walk pass! eyes turn in her direction.pause for 3 min!! whahaha)
L : seriously lah..dun cycle lah..waste time lor..u should really decide what to do lor.. u cannot do so many thing at one time.
(fast forward.cut short my reply)

L: you just dun cycle lah. u should just concentrate on ping pong lor. you list the advantages and disadvantages then very obvious liao.what advantages? personal glory? own sastifaction? medal? passion?
what disadvantages? i can name you alot lor . you will affect the whole team. you will afftec me. you wont get to play finals at toa payoh sports hall. you will make the coach lesser choice to put who to paly. when u bike win something but we lose the championship you see everybody sian sian and u down there am chio you think very good meh? this is the last year you can play as a team and get the feeling of it lor. you think when u go play for safsa or ntu or nus you will get the same feeling? and ur classmates confrim go support you when in finals lor. you think about it. you already wasted one year and going to waste 2 more yers in ns. u rather this year ur bike damn shong den nxt 2 yrs wasted or just waste 3 yrs and conc n ping pong now?remeber your decision affects alot pple.not only yourself.when u grow older 30 40 years you still can bike.but u think u will get the same feeling when play as a team? espicaly now the snr team so close now.u rather let them go thorugh this themselves meh? the team glory is much better then your own glory lor. u think. you are now running 2 marathons already.if u add two more.do u seriouslythink you can complete? n successful.ur body cannot take it lor. somemore this year a level damn shiong n it determines ur future. you want to let ur parents get upsets becuz u went to bike and get poor results.when u think back at the end of the year and u din get what u want. u hwill think that if starting of the year i dun choose to cylce. will i get better results?just drop cycling and concentrate lah...

alot more not type here.but bascially thats the main point.what should i do! haizz?somebody help me....
L :

2005-11-18T22:23:00.000+08:00

always remembered.
peaceful.
love forever.
memorable 16 years of my life.
grew stronger n older.

2005-11-15T09:46:00.000+08:00

she is very sick.please spare her from all the suffering and pain please.god.

is it worth it?will it reciprocate? i really duno...but i hope so...

please let me have a better year next year please..

i am begging you...

2005-11-01T21:55:00.000+08:00

This is how a heart breaks

Don't you wanna go for a ride
Just keep your hands inside
And make the most out of life
Now don't you take it for granted

Life is like a mean machine
It made a mess outta me
It left me caught between
Like an angry dream I was stranded

And I'm steady but I'm starting to shake
And I don't know how much more I can take

This is it now
Everybody get down
This is all I can takeT
his is how a heart breaks
You take a hit now you feel it break down
Make you stay wide awake
This is how a heart breaks

Don't you wanna go for a ride
Down to the other side
Feels so good you could cry
Now won't you do what I told you
I remember when you used to be shy
Yeah, once we were so fine
You and I why you gotta make it so hard on me

And I'm sorry but it's not a mistake
And I'm running but you're getting away

You're not the best thing that I knew
Never was never cared too much
For all this hanging around
It's just the same thing all the time
Never get what I want
Never get too close to the end of the line
You're just the same thing that I knew back before the time
When I was only for you

2005-10-31T23:56:00.000+08:00

i am feeling damn Fu*k up now..all my effort gone down the drain because of too much butter..crap..wasted 8 sian ya dan..damn sian.........................................

2005-10-27T23:11:00.000+08:00

tml is the day that decides the future of my two best friends.i cant do anything much except to pray hard for u all.what ever the results are tml.please live with it okies? i will support any decision u both made.but think wisely.no quitters are winners.turn all obstacles into opportunities and turn all negative thoughts into positive.jia you and good luck..
oh ya..today our class got 2nd for inter ct sqaush..damn sad lose to 69..we are always competing with them.duno y also.i finish reading a book today. i am so shock n i mean it.no one time in my live did i ever sit down to read a book. and a rather think book.my classmates all think i am mad.haha.but the book is real nice.u all should read it
LANCE ARMSTRONG : its not about the bike!

i am back to the loser freddie.i screw myself upside down for everything i did. i really need to fan xing fan xing
.i was given alot of opportunities but i think i gave it all away.i need to prioritise the important things to do.i am seriously messing n screwing my life away.friends studies work sports should come first.other things can wait.
i am a fu*king guy with fu*king ambitions that need me to fufill.
freddie is dead.shun hui is tired.he needs rest..to get over with everything n to do wad i am born n suppose to do.

2005-10-25T21:45:00.000+08:00

please give those who are willing to change for the better a chance! please! HUgs to the two that are struggling there now.i believe and know both of you can overcome this obstacle..all the way bros! Dun give up..

2005-10-23T20:03:00.000+08:00

Get well soon..
Coporate Tri was quite good even though i am down with flu on that day.completed in around 1 hr 25/26 mins like dat. End the race with my bestest Tri bud..Xuan Sheng! woo hoo! lets complete marathon together too! dun give up man!
Brucie was damn suay! alot of first time for him yesterday.
first time to be a marshall
first time to save a Drowning man(sorry for saying)
first time to touch a dead body
first time to eat a $4.50 chai fan

Hope the person can rest in peace..god bless..its very sad to hear someone die in the course of the event and i hope that guy family members can try to live as usual.BE STRONG!

Did something somehow meaningful today.hope it can brighten up her week :)

2005-10-17T22:59:00.000+08:00

yucks..failed my GP badly..got an ugly e8..yucks..
had a good run just now..i feel the power in me..SC marathon in 1mth n duno how many days left..must train..
going to haf coporate tri this weekend..hope i can get good timing..
respect.learn.change.improve.a new me.the sec 2 freddie with aims,confidence and no more heck care feeling will be back..the peak of me life..i give you my word lappy n ronnie n anybody..no more vuglarities..slap..
tml will be a better day..hope for the best..believe in yourself..
and to somebody out there =)

2005-10-16T16:58:00.000+08:00

self confession sometimes might be a good thing.sometimes it might be bad.this time i got the not so good one.i got an answer and i have to live with it. i gota make a choice and i do hope i have a chance. i am sad..n the phobia is getting worst..
nvm..i will just eat my orange n watch tv n not to think about it...

2005-10-12T22:07:00.000+08:00

05s63 ROCKS FORever!
yeah man..got not bad results for Fos! 1st for vball 2nd ping pong 3rd bball! very ke si the rest we din win anything but its all right! thanks the whole class for making the whole thing so good..thanks to those who played and those who cheered!

i wana bike man........mountain.....not road.......:(

2005-10-08T20:15:00.000+08:00

Promos over.by right everyone should be feeling happy but why am i feeling worst then before? some one please tell me..
i want to accomplish many things..but my heart just dosent seem to be at the right place..
it just doesnt feel good..i hate this feeling..i really do..
can i promote?i am unsure..
can i finish the marathon?i am unsure too..
i broke my promise?i am quite sure..
what can i do in my life? it just feel so empty...suddenly...
I wana feel the cool morning breeze flow pass my face while i bike..
i miss the countryside life during those malaysian trip..
i miss the cold water and sound of nature..
i miss the time with my buddies during secondary school..winston weijian ivan peh peh..you are all not forgotten..
i miss the time that marist ping pong team spend together..
i am so going to miss my grandma FOREVER in 5 mths time..she will be in heaven..god..please let a miracle happen!i beg you..
whats the use of being lame and to have that fake laughter on the face just to show people that everything is all right?tts not the real me.....only Both the W understand that the most...
both of you have ur own life n circle of friends now and we are not as close as before..but i will cherish that friendship forever! Tan too....

for now................everything esle dosent matter.fuck.

2005-05-20T20:53:00.000+08:00

TO HC BBall Guys,
although u did not get your target..u all played well today! dun be sad and you all will always be the champs in our hearts.. especially to VICTOR! dun be sad! u still got nxt yr! jiayou ! cheers..

2005-05-17T21:46:00.000+08:00

i am very motivated by somebody to study hard. i will work hard bit by bit.i will! yes!yes ! yes!!
target for blog test -- all subj get D or at least a pass..
i must not retain and cant afford to...
i must build up my stamina too.have not been seriously exercising since 2 months ago due to ping pong..i will pia to get back my stamina or become even better! those who know can motivate me...PLEASE do so!!! thanks !

~tomorrow will be a better day!

2005-05-05T10:42:00.000+08:00

Your Birthdate: November 19

Your birth on the 19th day of the month adds a tone of independence and extra energy to your life path.
But at the same time, it poses a number of obstacles to overcome before you are able to be as independent as you would like. The number 1 energy suggests more executive ability and leadership qualities than your path may have indicated.

A birthday on the 19th of any month gives greater will power and self-confidence, and very often a rather original approach. However, a somewhat self-centered approach to life that may be in conflict with some of the other influences in your life.
This 1 energy may diminish your ability and desire to handle details, preferring instead to paint with a broad brush.

You are sensitive, but your feeling stay somewhat repressed.
You have a compelling manner that can be dominating in many situations.
You do not tend to follow convention or take advice very well.

Consequently, you tend to learn through experience; sometimes hard experiences.
The 19/1 is a loner number and you may experience feelings of being alone even if you are married.
You may take on a tendency to be nervous and angry.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

2005-05-01T19:45:00.000+08:00

Your dating personality profile:

Adventurous - Just sitting around the house is not something that appeals to you. You love to be out trying new things and really experiencing life.
Big-Hearted - You are a kind and caring person. Your warmth is inviting, and your heart is a wellspring of love.
Conservative - You take a conservative stance on most issues and aren't shy about saying so. Your political views are an important component of who you are.

Your date match profile:

Conservative - Forget liberals, you need a conservative match. Political discussions interest you, and a conservative will offer the viewpoint you need.
Adventurous - You are looking for someone who is willing to try new things and experience life to its fullest. You need a companion who encourages you to take risks and do exciting things.
Athletic - You aren't looking for a couch potato. You seek someone who is active and who keeps her body in top shape.

Your Top Ten Traits

1. Adventurous
2. Big-Hearted
3. Conservative
4. Athletic
5. Shy
6. Romantic
7. Practical
8. Wealthy/Ambitious
9. Traditional
10. Religious

Your Top Ten Match Traits

1. Conservative
2. Adventurous
3. Athletic
4. Big-Hearted
5. Practical
6. Shy
7. Traditional
8. Intellectual
9. Romantic
10. Wealthy/Ambitious

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2005-04-30T00:19:00.000+08:00

i did something so wrong today...seriously wrong...i hope that person wont be angry anymore..i sincerely apologised to you.. sorry!

=P

2005-04-22T21:55:00.000+08:00

Since this blog is dead..
I shall attempt to revive it! =D
I can't resist NOT invading people's blog..
When I have the chance to invade openly!!
Whahahahx. :D:D:D:D:D
Freddie is happy and he is called tootie!
Everyone can call him tootie!!! ^^
Cause Freddie is just absolutely a tootie la!
A tootie who bullies called Freddie! =))))

HCTT ROCKS!

So bored.. Freddie's comp is mad.
Send files so slow.. -yawns-

2004-11-21T13:19:00.000+08:00

okies! the O level is over! My birthday just passed..My bike is up yesterday! i am a happy man now!! i realise most of my bdae i got myself a bicycle! when i am pri 3,i got myself a louya pokai red market bike. pri5,i got myself a kona which cost 400 +-. after duno how many months i got accident n needed operation,lock my bike somewhere and kana stolen! wth. then was banned from cycling after the accident till sec 3.which i bought a scotts expert racing with upgraded element xsm wheelset.whole thing cost about 1.4k. then yesterday! my 16 bdae.got myself a 3.2k roadie! damn swee n fast..falling in love with it! OH MY GOD!! Thanks Sebestian from Seng chu hing for building my bike,uncle heinz for loaning me money and mokkY for peiing me whole day for the bike!

details of my bike:

trek 1400 frame
full durace grouppo
xero xcr 1 wheelset
scotts handlebar
look carbon seat post
selle italia c2 saddle

anyone wana jio mi out for a ride now?call me man!!
hope my o level can get 10.den i be super happy man!!
now i got a problem..what jc to choose on wed??although i got what i wanted,this stupid sch thing keptbugging me. weijian winston n classmate going temesk jc.
mokky going saint andrew.
ee ling going nanyang
ouyang goign either aj or ny?
how how how??

2004-10-26T20:15:00.000+08:00

i am determined to get into the national team for cycling! gif mi two years.i can do it! n fuck Os!

2004-10-23T21:54:00.000+08:00

Mr leong roxs !

2004-10-23T21:53:00.000+08:00

mI joshua gary n Mr koh!!

2004-10-23T21:51:00.000+08:00

4Domanic roxs!

2004-10-16T01:41:00.000+08:00

yes! i got 12!!! now...where shuld i choose??hm...sum1 pls help....

2004-10-05T13:31:00.000+08:00

okies.mi prelims results are back
eng-58 c5
chi- A2
humans: geog- 27/50 ss 40/50 total 67/100 <> overall <>
physics : 73 prelim1 55 total
chem : 67 damn! overrall b3 65
e mathms :67 overall B4
amths! sad! c6....

4+4+2+3+3+4=20!! juz nice!!

among the last few in my class though! all so siao wan! got 11 plus wan! alot sia! tts the hou guo in a good class! but nvm la prelim 1 got 28 now 20 not baad le!

nows mi engine started! Os here i come !!

2004-10-03T23:47:00.000+08:00

Mltr-Out of the blue

I was almost about to lose my faith
Was still dreaming but feared it was too late

But then you came along to my surprise
and stole my heart before my very eyes

Chorus: You took me right out of the blue
simply by showing that you love me too
only by giving me your everything
with a love so true you took me out of the blue

I was wondering what love was all about
I was trying but couldn't work it out
But then you came along to my surprise
and made my frozen mind come alive

Chorus: You took me right out of the blue
simply by showing that you love me too...
You let me out of the darkness
you brought me out in the sun
I think you must be the only one for me
'cos you took me

Chorus: Right out of the blue
simply by showing that you love me too
only by giving me your everything
breathing air below my wings

You took me right out of the night
simply by filling my heart with light
only by giving me your energy
with a love so true you took me out of the blue

2004-09-30T13:39:00.000+08:00

yesh! tml is the last paper for prelims! yippy! act was slacking oreadi since last week.yup.i can get back to my cycling life le! so miss the morning breeze!!
went to play pool almost everyday wif xiang ling weijian n winston n mok! so fun! mok damn zai lor! 2nd tymer oreadi can paly lyk a pro le! future proPooler!..
alll mi juniors out dere! study hard for ur eoys hor! later fail den retain den chum! xpeically JUN HAN!! i dun wan nxt 2 yrs come back still see u in sec 3 leh! opps..!
Should i go poly or jc? can someone out dere pls gif mi some good advice?? stress bout tiz q le?!

Os coming soon..........

2004-09-25T11:35:00.000+08:00

i tried`i hinted`i felt better`yup!

tink mi a1 for chem no need get le lah.all cuz of my prac! y am i so stupid dun no how to calculate!!sadsad..
went for Best of blue wif ffn yest.it roxs!! but hor.bcoz of tt.we rush lyk hell but in de end it started late!!!DERICK Macdonald is so GAY!!!! his dance move really...omg...first class gay sia! all the gays sure love him! big muscular n stuff but in de end.......haah..i dun wana say...okies..den ffn was mad over lee? lyk really mad??hua chi le her..
den after tt went newton circus eat eat den went home..
blah..one more week b4 prelims end..hope i can hang on!

2004-09-23T21:58:00.000+08:00

`okies.bad bad week.examz all day long n gona get freak out soon!What to do? dun really tink i can go jc for first 3 mths le.........work bah..
went to shop wif winston todae.went so many places n cc but haizz no nice nice clothes..i am gna haf big problem buying clothes for new year le! freak!!somebody help mi!!!
2ml got chem prac.hope jaegu wont kill us gif us hard prac ar! stupid physics oreadi halfway gone..
slacking all day long`

So she said what's the problem baby
What's the problem
I don't know
Well maybe I'm in love (love)
Think about it every time
I think about it
Can't stop thinking 'bout it

How much longer will it take to cure this
Just to cure it cause I can't ignore it if it's love (love)
Makes me wanna turn around and face me but I don't know nothing 'bout love

Come on, come on Turn a little faster
Come on, come on The world will follow after
Come on, come on
Cause everybody's after love

So I said I'm a snowball running
Running down into the spring that's coming all this love
Melting under blue skies
Belting out sunlight
Shimmering love
Well baby I surrender
To the strawberry ice cream
Never ever end of all this love
Well I didn't mean to do it
But there's no escaping your love

These lines of lightning
Mean we're never alone,
Never alone, no, no
Come on, Come on
Move a little closer
Come on, Come on
I want to hear you whisper
Come on, Come on
Settle down inside my love

Come on, come on
Jump a little higher
Come on, come on
If you feel a little lighter
Come on, come on
We were once
Upon a time in love
We're accidentally in love
Accidentally in love [x7]

Accidentally
I'm In Love, I'm in Love,
I'm in Love, I'm in Love,
I'm in Love, I'm in Love,
Accidentally [x2]

Come on, come on
Spin a little tighter
Come on, come on
And the world's a little brighter
Come on, come on
Just get yourself inside her

Love ...I'm in love

2004-09-19T14:39:00.000+08:00

Crap!!Its prelims and i am so slack lor!die le la.first 3 mths go work liao.2ml geog n amths paper n i haven start to study yet???!!?freak!
Went out the whole day yst.morning went swimming wif xuan sheng.as usual he is such a good swimmer n i cant catch up wif him.after tt pei him go j8 awhile and he waited dere for his gal to study la.went home get mi stuff n went back again cuz meeting ffn study n shop!!
Crap lor! search the whole of orchard cant even find a nice black tee! its either too small or the length of shirt to short cuz mi body too long le!!! arh..so sad lor!!den blah blah hang out wif her n stuff den went mi hs get her bag den went home le...
HoW>!>! 2ml 2 paper leh.....haiii....mugging tymmmmm :(

2004-09-16T22:25:00.001+08:00

Scott Scale Limited

2004-09-16T22:25:00.000+08:00

Scott CR1 Ultegra

2004-09-16T22:24:00.000+08:00

Cannondale Six13 R2000

`Three Beauty! All my Dream bikes!!WOoshh!!